I am tired of fixing other people problems, giving advice that they don't take and getting bitch slapped for telling the truth.
Dear Michelle,
The post that offended you must have been pulled before I saw it. I am sorry that it annoyed you so much that you felt the need to make some drastic changes in your life such as to quit touring, posting, etc.
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Yeah, well it is better that you missed it. It was really bad. It put me in a bad funk that lasted two days. I am still escorting but I can't be posting. I should focus on writing a book when I can and advertising. I am so broke right now and when that jerk started calling me a dirty little whore, tattooed white trash and nobody wants to see me stuff, it really shook me up, because I am trying to get business. That was the only reason I posted. The other posters on TER have gone too far, especially this guy. You should see the filth he is slamming into my email mailbox. I never met him, never will, don't know him and it comes out of nowhere. WHAM. I woke up one day and now I have a new stalker. What is really a riot is one another stalker is pissed that I quit posting too, now more e-mails from that one, and post about how I need to not leave...
insane.
I know it is a bad month but this is ridiculous. I may have to get back into stripping, until the modeling stuff gets squared away.
I honestly feel like I have this huge fan club that loves and adores me, but for the most part they don't see me. They just associate my posts with everytime they go on TER, if I don't post I get phone calls of are you OK? Not hey, I want to see you. I know I am a good writer and entertaining, but I have built my reputation, I don't want to have to struggle anymore. I am tired of fixing other people problems, giving advice that they don't take and getting bitch slapped for telling the truth.
Anyhow I am dusting off my resume, ripping out all the science and publications but now it looks pretty week.
Lets see what surfaces. I am thinking of something boring. lol.
The post that offended you must have been pulled before I saw it. I am sorry that it annoyed you so much that you felt the need to make some drastic changes in your life such as to quit touring, posting, etc.
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Yeah, well it is better that you missed it. It was really bad. It put me in a bad funk that lasted two days. I am still escorting but I can't be posting. I should focus on writing a book when I can and advertising. I am so broke right now and when that jerk started calling me a dirty little whore, tattooed white trash and nobody wants to see me stuff, it really shook me up, because I am trying to get business. That was the only reason I posted. The other posters on TER have gone too far, especially this guy. You should see the filth he is slamming into my email mailbox. I never met him, never will, don't know him and it comes out of nowhere. WHAM. I woke up one day and now I have a new stalker. What is really a riot is one another stalker is pissed that I quit posting too, now more e-mails from that one, and post about how I need to not leave...
insane.
I know it is a bad month but this is ridiculous. I may have to get back into stripping, until the modeling stuff gets squared away.
I honestly feel like I have this huge fan club that loves and adores me, but for the most part they don't see me. They just associate my posts with everytime they go on TER, if I don't post I get phone calls of are you OK? Not hey, I want to see you. I know I am a good writer and entertaining, but I have built my reputation, I don't want to have to struggle anymore. I am tired of fixing other people problems, giving advice that they don't take and getting bitch slapped for telling the truth.
Anyhow I am dusting off my resume, ripping out all the science and publications but now it looks pretty week.
Lets see what surfaces. I am thinking of something boring. lol.
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